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[27 Aug 2008|07:29pm] |
Summer is over and done with. It was fun to say the most. Met some new people, got a new job... that's right I'm no longer a D.J but that club is still my home away from home. If you wanna try to battle with me then I'll be there. But no I'm working downtown at a dance studio. I teach Tap, Jazz, and Ballroom. I take twice as many plus dance classes at school plus my science classes. I did change Dance to my major thanks to my best buddy Lola helping me pick my brain.
Other news. I have a girlfriend who rocks my world. I can't belive how lucky I am to have her. She's too good to be for sure. She sent my oldest little sister who just turned seventeen like two boxes of clothes from her shoots and what not. If ya'll don't know I come from a family of now six. My mom just had her first boy since my brother and I two weeks ago. THere's Lonnie and Myself who are twins. My sister who are seventeen, eleven, and four, and my baby brother Judas.
I'm not moving back in the dorms this year. I have a great little apartment not that far away, lets face it you can't live in the dorms forever I like my space. Gives me more room to practice in as well. Although I sprained my ankle so there will be no musical or dancing for a week.
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[19 Aug 2008|05:26am] |
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Today is tryouts for the musical. Wish me luck guys. I mean it's a big deal you know swiching majors and trying out for this thing, but i'm back in my element and sooo happy.. Inez you rock and Miss Lola thank you for helping me come up with this crazy idea in the first place.
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[03 Aug 2008|09:40am] |
Alright gals. I need a dance partner ta help me teach my ballroom dancing class for the week. The girl that usually helps me is sicker then a dog.
Hot stuff when we going out?
Lana you doing alright you dissapeared on me again.
Nette where the fuck are you...
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[29 Jul 2008|07:27pm] |
HOT STUFF IS COMING HOME FRIDAY!!!
I can't wait!!!
That's all for now. I have teenagers waiting for me to start their dance class.
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[26 Jul 2008|05:22pm] |
Okay why is it not okay that I'm not rich. I mean I grew up on a farm people we grew and raised our own food and breed show dogs and show horses. I work for a living and pay my way through collage.
Dylan were are you? I thought we were gonna do something.
Sorry I'm a bit annoyed cause everyones hopping planes to go to all the places and going.. Holden just come out here. I can't afford it guys sorry.. Unless your paying me to be a DJ at one of your preppy parties Nat's fourth of July party was my summer vacation.
Anyone want to do something around here?
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[21 Jul 2008|01:51pm] |
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I'm back just to let everyone know. I mean I got back last night so whatever. Home was fun if you like hard labor while on vacation. But it was a good get away to see my family again and my mom made lots of cookies and shit that I brought back with me so if anyone wants some let me know.
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[15 Jul 2008|09:27pm] |
so tell me something.. why do all your friends leave you when you need them the most. The only people that I ever see anymore are Dylan and Inez. I mean I love them both dearly and Inez is outside playing with my sisters now as we speak but I thought I had it golden. Nette where are you?
Lola means well I know it but she always checks up or calls me at the wrong times. I don't mean to go off and be an asshole to her. It just happens and I hope she can forgive me.
I'm in South Carlina with Inez for a bit. Visiting my family for Becka's fifth birthday. If anyone needs me they know the number.
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[27 Jun 2008|10:24am] |
So what's been going on in my life huh?.. Well I've been working with Dylan on this dance that's a mix between almost everything. It's gonna look awesome when it's done. She still won't tell me what it's for though.
Last Saturday was tight at the club! I was throwing down beats that I didn't even know I could make. The radio station was there and My shit was on the Radio as I was playing it. It had to be awesome did anyone hear it? Then Sunday was the worst night of my life. I was spinning and like five fights broke out at once cause people don't know how to hold they damn liquor. The bouncers had their hand full with those fights and then one started up on my dance floor. And anyone who as ever came to see me play knows not to start shit on my floor. So what do I do hop down and get in the middle of them they stopped but not before one of the guys hit me in the face. The guy he was fighting is taller then me so It would of hit him in the throat and did some major damage.
On other notes I'm happy taken. I can't tell you how excited I am to have Nette here. I missed her so much since I moved away from home.
I picked up Inez from the Airport yesterday. I didn't think she needed to wait for a cab and she got me a present. What yet I do not know because we ended up going to I hop and talking for hours. I missed her she's not allowed to leave for that long like ever again.
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| This is me being bored.. save me please |
[22 May 2008|10:19am] |
> 1. What is your full name? Holden Anthony Cartheny
> 2. Hometown? Ashwood
> 3.What color pants are you wearing? Black
> 4. What are you listening to? Bullet for my Valentine
> 5. What is the last thing you ate? Pizza
> 6. Do you wish on stars? Sure, why not
> 7. If you were a crayon, what color would you be?
> Sea Green
> 8. How is the weather right now? Wet...humid. *sigh*
> 9. Last person you talked to on the phone? Lonnie (my brother)
> 10. Do you like the person who sent you this?Of
course.. How could I not like my annoying sister
> 11. How are you today? Tired.. why am I up so early?
> 12. Favorite drink? Water
> 13. Favorite alcoholic drink? Don't drink...Jagger sounds good every once in a while
> 14. Favorite sport? Soccer or Swimming
> 15. Hair color? Brown
> 16. Eye color? Hazel
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> 17. Do you wear contacts? nope
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> 18. # of siblings? 4
> 19. Favorite month? May
> 20. Favorite food? Southern Fried chicken
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> 21. Last movie you watched? Ironman with Lola
> 22. Favorite Day of the year? hell I don't know
> 23. What do you do to vent anger? Dance
> 24. What was your favorite toy as a child? My blocks I was always building something or throwing them at someone
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> 25. Summer or winter? Winter...
> 26. Hugs or kisses? both
> 27. Chocolate or vanilla? chocolate raspberry actually
> 28. Do you want your friends to do this as well?
IF they so choose to
> 29. Who is the most likely to respond? read who knows
> 30. Who is least likely to respond?anyone that is bored out of they mind like me
> 31. Living arrangements? Dorms
> 32. When was the last time you cried? can't remember
> 33. What is under your bed? A box of letters from home, Text books, Cd's, Headphones and a few clothes i'm sure
> 34. Who is the friend you have had the longest?
Tora
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> 35. What did you do last night? Worked at the Club
> 36. Favorite smells? sweets
> 37. What inspires you? music
> 38. What are you afraid of? being the only one that feels passion
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> 39. Plain, buttered or salted popcorn? buttered and salted please
> 40. Favorite Car? I really want a mustang
> 41. Favorite flower? not so much into flowers
> 42. Number of keys on your key ring?umm 6 I think...
> 43. Can you juggle? yep
> 44. Favorite day of the week? Monday (the start of my weekend)
> 45. What did you do on your last birthday? Got drunk then crashed at Kenn's i think.. I really don't remember
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> 46. Do you own a donor card? yes
> 47. What language do want to learn to speak?
Learning Japanese currently..i guess French and German
after that...maybe Arabic
> 48. If there was one thing you would want to do what
> would it be? To have people understand me and my values i guess.
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[22 May 2008|07:14am] |
What Holden Means
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You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.
You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.
You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.
You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.
You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.
People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.
You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.
You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
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[22 May 2008|06:58am] |
I was driving my explorer through a New England town,
the roads were slick, and I was trying to get home to Jeremy and Rhea...
I remember I was driving behind 2 police cars...
Then I ended up driving in front of a house, on a main road...
this house had a few cars in the driveway- it was modern.. very modern..
My car died at this point, for no reason.. it just died.
So I pushed it to the side of the road and walked up to the house..
figured if they were so advanced they wouldn't mind letting me use their phone...
(I didnt have a cell phone in the dream... yet)
This extremely beautiful Christina Ricci look alike answers the door-
and next thing I know I'm waking up on the foyer floor with a serious headache
Then I reach into my pocket and have a cell phone- (which I suddenly remember I've had the whole time, so I'm a bit pissed that I came up to this house..)
I pull it out of my pocket, call Lola and let it ring twice. Then I hang it up.
The girl- (we'll call her Roxie..)
she comes out of the room to the right, which is empty and dark...
and she just stares at me, her eyes intent and almost loving.
She crouches next to me and runs her fingers through my hair, along my jawline and rests them beneath my chin.
(As if she is admiring some sort of specimen...)
But I can't draw back from her touch.
It seems as though I'm drawn to it, even though the logical voice in my mind is screaming.
She tells me that she has something to show me, something I walked in on-
and that I must be her little god send.
So she walks me through the house and into what looks like a really large hallway,
with a door open into a laboratory.
Right outside the door is a large gurney, with what looks like a cadaver on it...
And two men sewing it up...
She brings me within a foot of it and I can see that its eyes are open, and STARING at me.
It sees me and a low grumble comes from its chest,
its skin pulling back ever so slightly from its teeth, in an oddly gruesome smile.
And suddenly I know, in the back of my mind.. (3rd person omniscience!)
that someone in this house, using black magic, revived this body many years after death, because he holds extreme significance to them- and they want to restore his body, so that he can come back to the living and well.. take over the world. (In a very Hitler fashion mind you..)
So I do my best not to freak out, which is a gasp and widened eyes.
I look to Roxie at my side and give her the -
"Why would you do this" look... to which she smiles and full on kisses me.
And that odd feeling comes back,
the half desire to shove her off and the rest of my body telling me that she is what I want..
(Omnicence says here - 'SHES THE MAGIC USER!')
So I do my best to put up any defenses I can against her.
Which she feels... and gives me a nasty look, then forces a kiss onto me.
SHe scowls and says-
"You are mine now.. you wandered into my territory.. and I will do what I want with you.. "
She traces the bridge of my nose and down my neck-
"You are too handsome to be wasted... so fragile- so mortal... "
She leans in next to my ear and breathes-
"I can change that..."
I pull back with fear, but not out of her grip.
I ask to be left alone for a few minutes- where in as soon as she leaves I call Lola...
I let it ring for 2 minutes, but no answer, and when I turn around...
she is standing over my shoulder.
I begin immediately apologizing, and she grabs my hand,
giving me a smoldering look.
She drags me through the rooms to this library-esque study, and throws me to the floor.
She crouches down to the floor and pulls open a door I didn't even see-
it is what looks like a hidden cellar, but lit- and when I see into it- looks like an interrogation room.
She looks down to the room, then to me- as if to say- "I will put you in this hole."
(during She's dragging me through the house, I had said to her- "Its very nice to hold your hand..." which was odd...)
I shake my head vigorously and hand her my phone,
telling her he can smash it or do whatever she wants.
She smirks at how easily she can take control of me...
and pulls over a large wooden chair- putting my phone under one of the legs...
She lays on the floor next to the chair and begins to lift the chair with her left hand...
when she gets flustered- and turns her eyes to me,
Filled with a deep rage..
and I see a gun come out of his right pocket.
I take a few steps back as she levels the gun...
she simply shakes her head and smiles-
then pushes her arm forward, putting the barrel of the gun directly against my left kneecap-
and pulling the trigger.
(The sound.. oh god the sound it made in the dream.. there was a silencer- and so it just made this sickening 'pop' when the knee cap shattered- )
And in the dream I started screaming , just screaming.
And I fell over onto the floor, beginning to bawl.
To which she crawled over and straddled my hips- kicking my knee on the way...
and looked down on me..
then she said- "I like holding your hand too.."
and then I woke up in a cold sweat feeling very uncomfortable and not 100% safe.
weirdest dream I've had in a long time.
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[15 May 2008|11:13am] |
Club anyone? Battle? Party? Anything?
Come on people call me and lets do something.
I don't spin this weekend they giving me the weekend off cause I they new permit DJ.. WOOOO me!!
Lets celebrate what ya say
Hit me up on aim or something ya'll
holdenyouclose
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[28 Apr 2008|08:05am] |
Hell I'm in a fixing... I gotta stay around her to work this summer but my parents want me home. I don't really want to spend my whole summer at home though. Maybe just a week or so.. Lana wanna come with me? I think I'm gonna take a few summer classes as well I have to stay in the dorms somehow. Unless I want to try and find a place to stay over the summer which will be kinda hard since I don't really know anyone from here. Anyone have any ideas?
So it's Monday. The club was hopping all weekend like whoa. I worked three days instead of two but it paid off in the end. I tell you I love my job. I ended up getting asked to do this kids 21st b-day too. I think it's like in two weeks or something. I gave them my cell number so they could call and we could meet outside of the club where ear drums don't actually bleed from the loudness.
After classes tonight I'm pretty much free if anyone wants to do anything. I know everyone is studying for finals and everything I am too. But if you don't take a break from them your head might cave in.
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[17 Apr 2008|07:59am] |
Homework labs, Labs homework. I need ta take a break from all this stuff. Is summer ever going to get here?
I have this weekend off work they have rap battles and some locals are gonna be playing so no need for a d.j. Anyone have any plans?
My birthday is Saturday I don't think I'm doing anything I know my family will be calling before I go running though.
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